Cashane Anderson - Heartbreaker Lyrics

I've learned to adapt quickly
Because not everything goes to plan
Trying get her off my mind swiftly
Thinking about her on the other hand
Quite ironic how I didn't bother when I had her
Now I'm bothered cause she's get loving from another man
Nightmares I'm glad these pillows wipe tears
But it's a lame that it can't hide shame but the covers can
For a minute
Just a bit bro
Literally a blip then it's home
Hard to watch it sink when you used to make the ship float
Now I'm drowning in my sorrows where's my sick note
I need day off and a spliff
Write a swift verse
Tryna channel feelings knowing the truth hurts
Dad broke my mums heart thinking with his dick first
Did the same thing to my ex its mad how shit works
I guess the apples don't fall too far from the
Tree so its
Me who's gotta be
The best version of me
For my three little G's
Trying build a legacy
But how am I meant to peak my foundations have creaked
And I don't even speak out I just take heat
Like how am I meant to eat if I don't take a piece
Wide awake can't wait i found patience in sleep
When it's getting kind of late i've got my eyes closed
Thinking about future goals
Lord knows what the future holds
F*cked past they filled my boy Jessie up with bullet holes
Mum moved the out the hood grateful for the route I chose
Hoods still in me I don't use it though
Different day same shit it's just the usual
I just go work and go gym and hit studio
I be in my zone trying visualise the video
And after long day
Might see me chilling with my ride or die sweet one
I told i'll be ready for her one day
I ain't trying to settle yet how long is she gonna wait
She was focused on relations trying better us
I was focused on myself trying to level up
The way my ex left me in hell trust you're better off
Can't seem to exhale now I hold my breath for love
It's kind of shit, cause you've been here for a minute
And it's deep
Cause I know won't accept this shit from any other guy
So I know it's hard to get this
Cause it sounds so selfish
I just need to focus on myself till I get right
For the night babe

Didn't know I was a heartbreaker
So I'm sorry for heartbreak
If I knew I was heartbreaker
I would've saved you from the heartache