It's Temporary Video (MV)

Late at night I'm thinking bout the things that got me here
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
I been trynna keep my focus but it's hard to keep it clear
At some times I'm feeling hopeless but I know I'll persevere
Late at night I'm thinking bout the things that got me here
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
I been trynna keep my focus but it's hard to keep it clear
At some times I'm feeling hopeless but I know I'll persevere
Bitch don't hit my phone
I'm in my zone no I don't need no help
Please leave me alone
I'm in that mode
I don't even need myself
I know I seem so well but we in hell
So I stay in my shell
It's crazy how we live life daily but don't go nowhere
Oh well
I guess this is the way I'm 'pposed to be
Walkin through the crowd
Head down
Hoping that nobody notice me
I approach the beat so soulfully and openly
The way I ride these strings is how a sofa be
And know I play no games shoutout to Moseby
And no, I can't let nobody else close to me
Hopefully one day I'll free these chains cause they are choking me
The demons they are poking making jokes but they can't fold a G
I ironed out the bullshit in my life and I ain't leave no crease
I smoke one but I roll three
I tried to off the old me
But now I'm staying hidden with the leaf like I'm Shinobi
I try to keep my head up but the light is dimming slowly
If you claim you love me then you better listen closely
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I don't want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I don't want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
Boy I'm trapped inside my mental, I mean my temple
I had to go grab the pencil 'stead of the pistols for my issues
I promise I ain't no bitch
I'm just seeing the bigger picture
I had to make a switch before the demons slowly entered
Finally, I'm revealin'
I feel like my soul been hidden
I've written forbidden scriptures to defeat all of my enemies dismiss em
This my life and imma live it how I want to
You ain't check on me to see what I was going through
I see the finish line and I'm gone sprint to it like R2
I'm hard to understand or comprehend so I can't fault you
If we made a plan 9 out of 10 its gonna fall through
It's not that I don't like you its just my bed is where I toggle
Between this reality
And different dreams
This life not like what it seems
On movie screens
And I don't want to feel
This way
No more
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I don't want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I don't want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don't want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
This way
I don't want to feel
This pain
I don't want to feel
This way
I don't want to feel
This way
Late at night I'm thinking bout the things that got me here
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
I been trynna keep my focus but it's hard to keep it clear
At sometimes I'm feeling hopeless but I know I'll persevere
Late at night I'm thinking bout the things that got me here
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
I been trynna keep my focus but it's hard to keep it clear
At sometimes I'm feeling hopeless but I know I'll persevere