Lately
Cll my hearts have been breaking
Cll these games I've been playing
Straying from the plan
Just trying to be the man
It's hard now trying to be balanced man
Every ounce of me is begging for a midnight plan
Crossfire of arrogance and a humble stance
Heaven help me I just really want to be your man
I can't help it
I was born selfish
Tired of being all that I am
So blame me, but you can't say that I'm safe when
I'm just trying to keep changing
Changing all that I can
'Cause I'm trying to be the man
Chemtrails carving up a shadow past
Got my face up on the building but I'm short on cash
Some days I can see the worn out trail
But in the morning it's still hard for me to find myself
Save me cause all my bones have been aching
Cll these prayers I've been faking
It's time to make a stand