Casperuss - Contemplation Lyrics

Sat here contemplating
Stuck in a loop, yeah so frustrating
I wanna get this but don't feel complacent
I wanna get that but it seems a waste and
I just feel like I'm stuck
I can't keep up, with all this growing up
I see all these artists keep blowing up
So I wanna grab a knife and take my cut
But nothing's that easy, believe me
I'm on my grind all day, making P, G
Don't drink much tea, but I'll take tips
I don't care if you wear it, Man, You're still a drip
It's not like I'm surprised, My life is a lie
No one to idolise, so I'll be my own guy
Do my own thing
In my own time
And I'm still searching for my home
Because my home isn't here
But I have no where else to go
Yeah I still wanna disappear
I've spent too much time alone
So I've lost touch with what's real
And now I feel like a ghost
So when I touch I can't feel
The silence is echoing, it's so unsettling
I need to do something, else I am regretting it
Money on my mind, means Satan's close
He's giving me a sign, yeah he's letting me know
But I let him know, no, I don't need him
I just wanna show love, I don't wanna be greedy
I can see him, and the demons feeding
But I'mma rotate, go ape and defeat them
Mad shit, spin kick, leg twist, f*ck this, I'm out
Get my shit, and run
Go quick, real quick, Oh no, don't trip
Else it won't be fun
Gotta dip, get a grip, grab this, don't quit
And then move on
Stay calm, no harm, I escaped, now I'm safe
That's it, we're done
And I'm still searching for my home
Because my home isn't here
But I have no where else to go
Yeah I still wanna disappear
I've spent too much time alone
So I've lost touch with what's real
And now I feel like a ghost
So when I touch I can't feel