Lost Video (MV)

People are asking
Oh, where did he go

I lost my soul
Now you know I'm a ghost

I lost my mind
Yet my brain it still grows

So I write rhymes
Then I spit those

I upped my dosage
I don't wanna lose my shit

I used to own my mind
But now I'm losing it

Always said, never give up
But now I wanna quit

But I won't give up
Not until you're at my hip, no

It seems I self harm
Through masochism

I take drugs
To hush the voices that I'm hearing

Short term the pains erased
But it comes back again

I swear it comes in waves
Just like the sound I make

People are asking
Oh, where did he go

I lost my soul
Now you know I'm a ghost

I lost my mind
Yet my brain it still grows

So I write rhymes
Then I spit those

Growing apathetic
From the pills I have to pop

I really wanna care
But it seems I cannot

Poetry, is art for me
For this I feel a lot

I would write my own story
But it seems I lost the plot

My hand is slipping
Losing grip, as the plot thickens

Keep on drifting
Losing shit and having visions

Always tripping
Unsure on my own decisions

Overthinking
Killed me quick, now I'm not living

People are asking
Oh, where did he go

I lost my soul
Now you know I'm a ghost

I lost my mind
Yet my brain it still grows

So I write rhymes
Then I spit those