Thoughts Video (MV)

Every day
I just want, to upgrade
Fly away, Teleport, to a place
We can stay, til we're grey

Til the grave, life is made
Go adventure, see some lakes
Life is great, it's a shame
About these thoughts in my brain

I am Exhausted
Mentally, physically
This life is killing me
Finish me

But in reality
I just need love it seems
Envy has ruined me
Bitterness grew on me

Bad thoughts are chewing me
Stewing, inside of my mind
Fluidly, moving
Deluding my views of the world I perceive

Filtering out all the niceties
Replacing ALL of the finer things

Pity, it's ruining life for me
It seems, that I just need
To learn to control these thoughts which reside in me

Inside, i'm screaming
I'm crying, I feel like I'm dying
I feel like i'm drowning
And nobody's helping

Inside i'm shouting
On top of a mountain
Which makes me start doubting
Myself, but I can't allow it

I must stay on top of it
Have to stay positive

Every day
I just want, to upgrade
Fly away, Teleport, to a place
We can stay, til we're grey

Til the grave, life is made
Go adventure, see some lakes
Life is great, it's a shame
About these thoughts in my brain

Thoughts in my head
They're taking my time, punishing me
For using my mind

Born without choice
Death by design
No death without life
When will I lose mine?

Connections creating these
Pathways to places
These bridges unstable
Can we cut the cable?

I mustn't take notice
Unable to focus
These thoughts got me feeling
So hopeless

This energy flipping
These thoughts got me driven
A will to succeed
Is a will to be living

This world that we live in
Controlling my feelings
But now i'm adrift, setting sail
For my vision

Life is too short
I want to explore
I want to see everything
I want it all

I will not stop until
I reach my dreams
Turning visions into reality

Every day
I just want, to upgrade
Fly away, Teleport, to a place
We can stay, til we're grey

Til the grave, life is made
Go adventure, see some lakes
Life is great, it's a shame
About these thoughts in my brain