I'm alone again
Lost control again
Thought I knew my path
It was broken
Into
A million pieces
I could give you a million reasons I've been through
All of these seasons,
But every explanation would fall flat
'Cause I don't really know
And I don't really care
No matter what I do it'll always be there
In the back of my mind
In the midst of my dreams
It'll always be there to remind me
Of the girl that I was and never meant to be
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I have been a victim way too long
It's time to be a survivor
Had enough of my mind's hold on me
I'll throw my thoughts in the fire
Along with every part of me
That won't let the old things die
I'll let it all reduce to ash
As smoke fills up the sky
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I've been holding back for so long
I've been praying I'll remain strong
I've been taking it day by day
But I hear that grave calling my name
So I take this fight down to just mere seconds
I was taught that life was precious
Tell me did I learn my lesson
My lesson
Did I learn my lesson