Giving off the same heat
Living out the same beat
Wishing on the same dream
Still praying that my mind heals
Still feeling like I'm sixteen
Heart beating for the same thrill
Still under fears that make it feel like feeling free
Could never be the type of thing I'll ever get to walk in
I confine, I hold steady
It's alright I'm just heavy
Even when I lose my head
I don't mind the mess
It's hard to feel like I'd be safe to show myself
When everybody's watching
Even when I'm bruising and I'm grounded
Even when I lose it you're around it
I guess I've lost my sense of timing
I've been looking like a fool yeah
I've been trying to hide the truth yeah
I guess I'm falling out of faith
Guess I think I thought it best
Stumbling, fumbling, hiding it, hardly surviving
I've confided with rhyming to hide when I'm lying
I confine, I hold steady
It's alright I'm just heavy
Even when I lose my head
Even when I lose it you're around it
I guess I've lost my sense of timing
How long? How long?
Even when I lose my head
I don't mind the mess
It's hard to feel like I'd be safe to show myself
When everybody's watching