Casual Cubs - Find the Peace Lyrics

I look into your eyes and see my disappointment in myself
I think that I am running from you, but I am running from myself
The chase is crippling, the race is sickening
To my stomach as I see you staring at me when there's no one here
I'm all alone and I'm struggling to find the peace

Paranoia haunts my soul as I take refuge in my head
I think that things are safe in here, but nothing's safe inside my head
Depression's winning now, my mind is slipping down
Into a black hole as I hear the voices calling but there's no one here
I'm all alone and I'm struggling to find the

Peace within my conscience that carries the weight of all I've done wrong
You forgave me, so I should forgive myself

The vicious cycle licks its lips as I dig my heels into the dirt
I think that I might fail to win, but I refuse to lose this fight
I'm all bruised up inside, you can not defend and hide
From your opponent even for a moment when you fight against yourself
The dust has cleared and I've finally found my peace