Cathedral Hills - Renunciation Lyrics

Just one more time and I swear I'll be fine"
"Need one last hit and then I promise I'll move in with my life"
"It's just to ease my stress"
"It's just to clear my head"
I'm tired of hearing your shit
Your excuses make me sick

You're flaking out and failing now
I put my neck out for you
Only to find that you don't mind
Living with substance abuse
I tried to help, gave you a shot
Over and over again
But you sit in your filth
And wait for this to end

You don't want to feel, You don't want to see
You don't want to man up and face reality
I'm tired of that mindset, I want you to be free
I want you to think for yourself and to think clearly

In this house with walls so paper thin
No one ever seems to care or to listen

F*ck
So f*ck me for trying to help you find peace of mind
Outside of these substances in which you justify
In using and abusing, testing limits, so amusing
Numbing yourself to forget everything

You're flaking out and failing now
I put my neck out for you
Only to find that you don't mind
Living with substance abuse
I tried to help, gave you a shot
Over and over again
But you sit in your filth
And wait for this to end

You have to find yourself before you find your God
So go and find yourself before you're too far gone

And when you fall, you feel so helpless
So ashamed of what you've become
This isn't a sign of weakness
But what it takes to face your demons
Someday, when you wake up
This will become so clear
And when it finally does
Just know I'll be right here

In this house with walls so paper thin
No one ever seems to care or to listen
When everyone you know is down with their demons
You can't hate them if you're one of them too

You have to find yourself before you find your God
So go and find yourself before you're too far gone

You have to find yourself before you find your God
So go and find yourself before you're too far gone