Catholic Guilt - A Boutique Affair Lyrics

It's hard to make friends in your 20's
It's even hard to make them in your 30's
At this point, I'm really dreading the thought
Of making it, to my 40's

Once you've reached that point of over the hill
Are you making friends
Or padding out the numbers at your funeral?
At this stage mine's going to be an exclusive event

The grudges that you hold through your 20's
Are gonna be harder to break in your 30's
And I can't imagine why we'd even bother in our 40's

Once a holes been that deeply dug
Does it make sense to just cover it up
And move on leave, regrets
To gather dust?

A boutique affair is what they'll call it
A boutique affair for 'what's his name'?
He threw a party back in high school
But if I try just can't put a face to the name

Didn't we used to do this all instinctively?
When we were kids out on the street
And we'd meet up with other kids
Who shared similar interests?

There were no empty words
No doublespeak
No saying yes
When it's 'no' you mean
Or maybe
As long as there's no one around to see

A boutique affair is what they'll call it
A boutique affair for 'what's his name'?
He threw a party back in high school
But if I try just can't put a face to the name

A boutique affair is what they'll call it
A boutique affair for 'what's his name'?
He threw a party back in high school
But if I try just can't put a face to the name or a name to the face