The silence imprisons me
Long road, can we ever escape your judgment
Cruel time leads me further away than I ever knew
Still standing by the open door
I see the sun but I still don't feel it
Lifted then unlifted oh
I can't take this any more
Never thought I'd be alive by now
But I'm still here
Where do I take this
Always living in the shade of the past (Yeah)
Shadow extends until it blocks out the sun
Blisters harden, Insurmountable walls
Let the claws dig in again
I confess, I like the way it feels
Comforts me as I let myself undone
Reborn diamond
From the ashes
Just be a bitter taste remains of what was before
Total certainty
To oblivion
I'd rather be lost than found but searching for
Something more
AAH
Lifted then unlifted oh
I can't f*cking take this any more
Set me on fire and I'll learn
To love the rain
I'll leave my mark like a bullet from hell
Out from the dark just to burn in the light
Did I really face my hand-me-down fears or did I (I)
Just watch them from afar
Back of my mind I watched a piece of me die
All of the hurt and pain I carried around
Seems to me like it's never enough
A reminder
For when life gets too rough