I've been known for picking up the pieces
Tryna hold on to every last bit of strength
I've been known for making bad decisions
It's critical I'm in need of assistance
Can u figure a way out of my own head
I know in the past that I haven't listened
But I
Think I'm a bout to let go if you don't do something I'm
Tied to you
High
Up in the clouds is the only place
That I seem to get some
Peace
Away from you
Stuck in my head I know pain
Just hold me
Just hold me
High up in the clouds
I don't feel pain
Just hold me
Just hold me
I be up in them clouds
Outside I'm quiet
Inside I'm loud
Outside I'm happy
Inside Im down
But when you come around
I feel excited
You make me sad
I try to hide
You call me out
I try to deny it
Grab my noose attempt to tie it
Sip down the ropes
And try to retry it
Na
Bags under my eyes
From staying up late
All of them lies
I cannot think Straight
You just destroyed
I tried to create
I said it takes it takes time
And you wouldn't wait
You were the controller
I was just played
Gone you were
I wish you had stayed
I tried to get close
And you and push away
You push away
You push away
Every day
My heart
You take
It breaks
And shatters
And scatters
All over the place
Sick of the chase
Love always hurts
More then hate
But I always wait
To be hurt
Love as fake as the chain
That be
Under my shirt
And it hurts
To know how much I'm worth
To you
How much I'm worth
To you
How much I'm worth
To you
All the hurt you feel
It hurts me too
I don't understand?
Well I do
Because
All the hurt
That hurts me too,
Makes me fall
Back to you
Makes me
Fall back to you
Always
Fall back to you
I am insane
In my brain
Don't hold me
Don't hold me
How can I live with this pain
Don't hold me
Don't hold me
Hold me
Just just
Hold me
Just
Just
Hold me
Just just
Hold me
Just
Just
Hold me
Just just
Hold me
Just
Just
Hold me
Just just
Hold me
Just
Just
Stuck in this lane
I can't drive straight
Just hold me
Just hold me
There is pain
In my heart
Just hold me
Just hold me
High up in the clouds
I can't feel pain
Just hold me
Just hold me
In my brain
I'm insane
Just hold me
Just hold me