Ceddysius - Loneliness Lyrics

Light years away so you can call me distant
I'm only tryna protect my own existence cause
I'm known to vanish
Vanish in an instant
People like you are the reason I'm indifferent
But I washed away the world with a tidal wave
Without you being here I lived some better days
I swear the innocent side of me has passed away
But it's gotten easier for me to turn the page
Man once the smoke cleared I got some clarity
Yeah I had to cut it off
I had to set us free
Cause you ain't wanna sing along with the melody
I had to lock the door cause you couldn't find the key
But see
You got that poison deep in your soul
You made me f*ckin' sick I need an antidote
I cut you out my life and now I'm better on my own
I knew it was best for me to let yo ass go
You would've had the world if you weren't on bullshit
You would've calculate when to pull yo shit
Glad I duck and dodged each and every bullet
Bet you thought you had me, wasn't with that
I swear I'm comin' to appreciate my loneliness
I think I'm feelin' really good without yo phony ass
Why you never comfort me at my loneliest
I'm finding love in myself, this been cozy man
You would've had the world if you weren't on bullshit
You would've calculate when to pull yo shit
Glad I ducked and dodged each and every bullet
Bet you thought you had me, wasn't with that
I swear I'm comin' to appreciate my loneliness
I think I'm feelin' really good without yo phony ass
Why you never comfort me at my loneliest
I'm finding love in myself, this been cozy man
Yea cause now
You gotta take a look around
You had the best on your side
You a f*ckin' clown
You knew I was down
But you let me drown
I was lookin' for love now look who the f*ck I found
It was either get into it or let it go
And it was either face ya lies or let em roll
But one thing you wouldn't do is let us grow
Cause at the end of every night them fights took a toll
On me and now I ain't gotta think about a consequence
All the broken promises and the shattered confidence
I escaped a nightmare I found me some bliss
I'd never turn to you to heal from this
But I ain't blend with you, there's no synergy
We been two different elements, no chemistry
Cause all I can do is learn from our history
Because the love I had for you is dead to me
You would've had the world if you weren't on bullshit
You would've calculate when to pull yo shit
Glad I duck and dodged each and every bullet
Bet you thought you had me, wasn't with that
I swear I'm comin' to appreciate my loneliness
I think I'm feelin' really good without yo phony ass
Why you never comfort me at my loneliest?
Finding love in myself, this been cozy man
I use to fear having to face myself
But I had to learn that I don't need nobody else
Why you never gave a f*ck about how I felt
That lack of consideration, don't know how I dealt, but welp
It wouldn't happen again
I wouldn't let you in
Couldn't let you win
We wouldn't even be friends
I couldn't trust you even when you laid in my bed
I know damn well you won't see me in the end
Yea I say the end, you hate I talk like that
Found my way out the dark because I need my light back
F*ck if you miss me, you know I'll decline that
I ain't got no heart anymore, that's where yo knife at
Out of all the lies you've told, "I love you hurt the most"
At least that I know that you don't effect me anymore
I no longer have a pain with you that I endure
Bein' by myself, loneliness has been my cure
You would've had the world if you weren't on bullshit
You would've calculate when to pull yo shit
Glad I duck and dodged each and every bullet
Bet you thought you had me, wasn't with that
I swear I'm comin' to appreciate my loneliness
Think I'm feelin' really good without yo phony ass
Why you never comfort me at my loneliest?
Finding love in myself, this is cozy man
You would've had the world if you weren't on bullshit
You would've calculate when to pull yo shit
Glad I duck and dodged each and every bullet
Bet you thought you had me, wasn't with that
I swear I'm comin' to appreciate my loneliness
I think I'm feelin' really good without yo phony ass
Why you never comfort me at my loneliest?
Finding love in myself, this been cozy man
Ya know you pull the best cards, you make me sick
You love to press my buttons just to see if I'd tick
I gotta - learn to trust somebody, tryna find somebody
Tried to hold on but you couldn't handle the tsunami
Knew you were a fake when you'd leave me in the night
Tell you all my secrets but you only give me lies
Goin out the way talkin' shit outta spite
You don't wanna fix shit, you just want another fight
You would've had the world
If you weren't on bullshit
You would've had the world
If you weren't on bullshit
You would've had the world
If you weren't on bullshit
You f*ckin' had the world
But you were on bullshit
I am comin' to appreciate my loneliness
Think I'm feelin' real good without your phony ass
Why you never comfort me at my loneliest
Finding love in myself, it's been cozy man