I'm violent, I am crazy, but you know what else, I don't give a f*ck
I've been stuck up in my head so, I've been coping off these meds till my stress gone
I don't trust in many friends no, I don't feel the love but I know it show when I'm dead gone
I've been going through the days slow, I've been fighting demons but I never see the angels
Never got an answer when I prayed
But it's okay, I keep it thuggin' till my grave though
When I die as you gon' make sure that my name don't
Play these songs with my struggle and pain at my grave door
And I've been hoping I could change but I can't though
I'm busy battling demons so I can't see no angels
I'ma make myself a name before I die
I'm putting struggle in my songs and I'm painting my pride
I done figured out all this pain come with time
I'm fighting demons ain't no angels on my side though
I get in my way, I'm losing sight of my vision
I thought I'd never see this age or I'd be in this position, now I'm just walking through the motions
Troubled and out of focus
So f*ck the feelings, I'ma smoke this
We go city after city after city after county
But I got issues baby please don't come around me so
You know I gotta hit it once and then I hit the road
The way I'm boxing up that pussy bitch I slip and roll
Yeah, I'm too real
I could give a f*ck how you feel, I've been working on me
Baby, I've been putting O.T. Maybe that's why I don't get sleep
I've been, I've been stuck up in my head so, I've been coping off these meds till my stress gone
I don't trust in many friends no, I don't feel the love but I know it show when I'm dead gone
I've been going through the days slow, I've been fighting demons but I never see the angels
Never got an answer when I prayed
But it's okay, I keep it thuggin till my grave though