Celestial Construct - I Hate Social Anxiety Lyrics

I'm trapped within these four walls
My sanctuary
My mind
It races
Anxiety's my constant adversary
Parents knocking on the door
"Come outside
It's a beautiful day"
But I'd rather stay in
My fears keeping the darkness at bay

They say the world's waiting
Ready to embrace
But it's hard to face the unknown
With this mask on my face
Depression's creeping in
A heavy weight I can't fight
The daylight fades
As I'm drowning in the endless night

These walls
They hold me tight
In this room
I find solace every night
But I'm crumbling inside
My heartache won't subside
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide

The weight on my chest keeps getting heavier
Social settings suffocate
And my parents tell me
"Just give it a try"
But inside
I'm crumbling
Falling to my knees

Depression dances in the shadows of my mind
Every step I take
It pulls me down
But they say
"Face your fears
Don't hide away"
Yet inside these walls
I feel safe and sound

These walls
They hold me tight
In this room
I find solace every night
But I'm crumbling inside
My heartache won't subside
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide

These walls
They hold me tight
In this room
I find solace every night
But I'm crumbling inside
My heartache won't subside
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide
Lost in my mind (x3)
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide
Lost in my mind (x3)
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide
Lost in my mind
Longing for somewhere to hide