Censa - Used to Be Lyrics

Back then I was down on my luck
These days, things are looking up
So far from all the things
I used to be, I used to be

Back then I was down on my luck
These days, things are looking up
So far from all the things
I used to be, I used to be

It is Censa who is calling
Get a sense of who is falling
Cause birds tend to fall off
And fly back up

Yet they always end up stalling
And you always end up crawling
And they always think they balling
Solution clearer than a drawing

Used to be just me
The best me I could be
Never was scared
And Never had to flee
Never really cared
What people thought of me
Now the voices in my head are
A Mental health decree

Am I improving as a person
Or just staying the same?
Used to treat life like a verse in a song
Or a silly game
Grew up with my music
Not just for the fame
Matured with my life too
Still treat it like a game

Cause friends end of gone
Like debris
Still tryna figure out
What they mean to me
Man, used to live life so
Loose and Free and now
I'm tryna figure out who
I used to be

Back then I was down on my luck
These days, things are looking up
So far from all the things
I used to be, I used to be

Back then I was down on my luck
These days, things are looking up
So far from all the things
I used to be, I used to be

Never thought I'd be here again
My old house
The fun but the fear again
My old doubts
It's like they're all near again
My old shouts
It's like I can hear again
My old self

I never would have thought
I'm left alone with my thoughts
Please can I not
My brain begins to rot

My memory is fadin'
The curtains start to close
Thinkin' bout the old Aidan
Personality disposed

I think I'm going crazy
I feel like I'm insane
My mind is pretty hazy
Gotta stay in lane
My life is pretty lazy
Like I'm a bored game
My life is pretty crazy
And so is my name

I'm so far from all the things
I left behind
A stone heart, I gotta wing
So I'm still fly
I'm so far from all the things
I left behind
A stone heart, I gotta wing
I look up to the sky (ya)

Back then I was down on my luck
These days, things are looking up
So far from all the things
I used to be, I used to be

Back then I was down on my luck
These days, things are looking up
So far from all the things
I used to be, I used to be