Ceo - Brick Lyrics

If I was you I would bundle up
Or stay the f*ck inside cuz I'm too cold for this shit
I was shiverin before I started smokin them cigs
And I never come inside unless I'm strokin my bitch

Mama said I never know when to quit
I can tell that all you local f*ckers hope that I did
I been at it for a decade I'm too old for this shit
I been waitin for the capital I'm holdin the shift

I got less than what I had when I was homeless and shit
I'm Dr. Scholl's I been tryna sell my sole for this shit
Cuz nothin was given to me I'm as broke as it gets
And I made a better livin movin coke in a zip

They know what it is, I feel like I'm holdin a brick
Nowadays I'm always cuttin it as close as it gets
This the shit that I'm supposed to forget
I need time to block it out just like a solar eclipse

I can't make an honest livin I can't even hold a job
I don't have a resumé I only know the block
Oh my God; I saw every video ya shot
If ya pull up with a prop, then ya never knew the plot

But the story goes, I been goin through the hardest time
When my card declines, all I wanna do is rob
I promised that I would stop
But I was frontin like a lace, so how the f*ck could I knot

This music shit ain't workin out for me
I'm lucky I don't have another mouth to feed
All the plays and ya support just doesn't count for me
And if you disagree then get my bank account to vouch for me

It ain't worth it but it's hard to resist
You would think I'm goin campin shit is always in tents
I'm a fiend cravin everything I wanted to fix
Everybody wants a shot for me it's harder to miss

But now the scene is over saturated
All of you are trash in comparison I just had to say it
Now I don't practice cuz I don't have the patients
F*ck the link in ya bio, don't make me have to take it

I know you got ya dreams and yeah that's fine and all
But none of you will ever f*ck with me as long as I'm involved
F*ck the dialogue there's nothin to say
I don't let it slide just so nothin comes into play, listen

I remember bein young and afraid
I drunk it away, I thought I was stuck in my ways
Then I sobered up and put it all in just for today
Now I feel like Christian Grey I fell in love with the shade, listen

It's so hard for me to walk away
Knowin how hard it was to come all this way
Chief told me it's supposed to be it
So I'm weighin out my options like I'm holdin a brick