CEO Clout - Peace¿ Lyrics

I've been praying up to god because these last years been hard
Only use the mic for therapy cause my rap ain't going far
Told me you f*ck with my music made me feel like a star
Man can someone tell me where i went so wrong

You said you had my back when i look back im by myself
Got in to deep with this lean now im f*cking up my health
I went ghost im off the radar yeah im heavy on my stealth
This niggas lying bout they chains if you got ice it shouldn't melt
Everytime you needed me i was there to give you help
You said that i was old news so you put me on the shelf
Can't take this no more
Please come heal my core

I know I've been distant but i still want to be lil bro
The things that i've been doing to myself you just wouldn't know
New friends and new hoes
Nowadays i do not cop those
Ain't nobody been checking up on me since ive been alone
Seizures had me in the hospital about three times but im still stoned
Ssm and Bsg the only two places i call home
Hit a blount have deep talks all alone when in my room
When i need to leave this earth i go eat me up some shrooms
Yeah
That's the old me
That's when i was terrified to be so down bad and lonely
Yeah
You can't control me
I looked the devil in his eyes and i told him that i ain't folding

Happy now im really f*cking working
I know now that nothings really perfect
I got yo back if you call me for certain
I've really been changing all behind the curtains
Sorry that I wasn't at ya birthday
What's the point in living for another day
Sometimes im feeling like I shouldn't be here to stay
But god said relax i made you a way
But you made mistakes that you had to pay
She was yo lessons cause you had to learn
If you want her back then you gotta change
Ever since you left my rap aint the same
Smoking go straight to the brain
My soul is insane
I don't even know what i claim
I just know nothings forever
So one day it gotta get better

In the booth the only place where i find my peace
All that zaza in my lungs it puts my heart at ease
I hope whenever that i die they still remember me
I hope whenever that day is we done made peace