CGB - 27 Freestyle Lyrics

I can't do it anymore, I need help
I been doin' all this by myself
I ain't got nobody for me leanin'
I just been sippin' on all the lean and
I been waitin' for all these tears
Man, I can't cry no more tears
All my homies left me on this f*ckin' night
Man, so they left me in the f*ckin' dirt
I been rockin', ya, no time for stoppin'
Ya, ya, gettin' profit
Ya, while they mock me
I been doing all this shit
I been workin' on this shit
They just wanna go
They just wanna hate on the kid
I just wanna get my girl rich
I just wanna know
I just wanna know
Am I gonna blow?
Am I gonna go?
A couple times I felt so suicidal
I had to end it had to pray on Bible
I pray to Lord I make it
But its hard, the tidal wave is comin'
No I won't survive it dawg because I need the title
I'm feeling like I'm James up in the finals
I'm only 23, I hope by 24 I'm viral
If not by 25, I hope I'm f*ckin' with a model
If not by 27, hope that I ain't suicidal