Drink Video (MV)

I know there's somebody deep out there who got it much worse, but still I always wonder
What if
I know that somebody deep out there feel a lot more hurt, but still I always feel haunted
You only come to me when you need it, you only talk to me when we both drunk
You only start to talk when we can't control what we're thinking, what we're meaning, what we're really feeling
I hope that there's somebody out there who can really relate, cause as of right now I just feel like the only
I don't even feel like going anymore, I don't even feel like showing much more
We only talk when we drunk
We only talk when we drunk
We only talk when we drunk
We only talk when we can't think
In a crowd of a hundred people I still see you And I hate myself for that
And then I hate myself for hating myself
And I hate that I didn't see this sooner, I hate that I didn't see it straight through ya
At times I just wish I never even knew ya, wish I just had stayed a loser
Wish I just stayed a loser, cause then we wouldn't even have to meet
I really wish you listened to me, cause then he wouldn't even have done that shit
I know there's somebody deep out there who got it much worse, but still I always wonder what if
I know that somebody deep out there feel a lot more hurt, but still I always feel haunted
You only come to me when you need it, you only talk to me when we both drunk
You only start to talk when we can't control what we're thinking, what we're meaning, what we're really feeling
The other day you asked me why I even started drinking
I can't answer that myself
For that question I just need some help
I said something real bad, now does that mean I'm going to hell?
My brother texted me at 1am asking about my mental health