Maybe if I set my expectations so low
I'll never be let down
Forget any chance I had to grow
I'll stay in this pool, and I'll drown
I make myself believe that nobody cares
I make myself believe I'll always be alone
I could never find someone as different as me
Like any chance I had was blown
What's the balance between humility
And where self-deprecation becomes self-devestation?
How can anyone care about me
When I don't even care about myself?