Chaela - Pain Lyrics

All these drugs in my body, I don't need 'em ugh
Flashbacks flashing in my eyes like a cinema
When I tell you my pain, just know it's serious
Here it go again resurface like a period
In a way I'm like Rod Wave, I wear my heart on my sleeve
My heart it's on ice sometimes it's so cold I can't breathe
When I look in the mirror my past demons the ones I see
It's not your fault, my bad luck you'd still end up hurting me
Maybe take a break, maybe read my bible
Maybe when i pray, I'll do it with my eyes closed
Maybe when we f*ck, we'll do it with no title
Maybe with some luck I'll show love to all my rivals
Even all of this, still brings me pain
Even with the sun out, still feel the rain
Broke me to core, don't show love it's too late
How can you expect me to eat?
When y'all on my plate
Used to fake love 'cause all my people showed it
Bruh you broke my heart, to this day you don't know it
They call me antisocial, I'm addicted to my lonely
Y'all don't understand me
I'm all I can be
All these drugs in my body, I don't need 'em ugh (Body)
Flashbacks flashing in my eyes like a cinema
When I tell you my pain, just know it's serious
Here it go again resurface like a period
In a way I'm like Rod Wave, I wear my heart on my sleeve
My heart it's on ice sometimes it's so cold I can't breathe
When I look in the mirror my past demons the ones I see
It's not your fault, my bad luck you'd still end up hurting me
Do I wanna go down this road?
Take a left? I'm undecided
Take this one chance to feel growth in my life, I'm indecisive
Will the right choice be righteous?
Will I stand above the crowd despite it all, or be like them?
My demons, I fight them
You pussy ass niggas ain't ever gave me shit
Nigga I gave you my whole closet when your shoes ain't fit
Took the fall at the expense of my own embarrassment
I gave you my last you didn't notice it nigga, you didn't cherish it
All these drugs in my body, I don't need 'em ugh (Body)
Flashbacks flashing in my eyes like a cinema
When I tell you my pain, just know it's serious
Here it go again resurface like a period
In a way I'm like Rod Wave, I wear my heart on my sleeve
My heart it's on ice sometimes it's so cold I can't breathe
When I look in the mirror my past demons the ones I see
It's not your fault, my bad luck you'd still end up hurting me
Today
I pray
God, just save the day
Just take the pain away
Today
I pray
God, just save the day
Just take the pain away
All these drugs in my body, I don't need 'em ugh
Flashbacks flashing in my eyes like a cinema
When I tell you my pain, just know it's serious