chandler juliet - tidal wave Lyrics

I tell myself it's okay to feel lonely
Pretending I don't really care
Just throws me into arms of people who
Don't notice whether or not I'm there
I try my hardest not to get nervous
Don't wanna be a shark in the water
Still learning how to live on purpose
Maybe all of this is karma
Why am I going under?
I'm praying I can turn this thing around
I'm over my head and I'm out of my mind
I wish I was an anchor but I'm
Floating, floatin'
And another tidal wave is coming
Treadin' water
It's gonna sink me down to the bottom
Chosen, chosen
I know I'll rise to the surface again
But another one is coming
Now you're just being cruel
Is this happening on purpose?
I'm scarred from the years of my youth
Is starting over ever worth it?
Now I'm treading water lost at sea
The universe is testing me
Can I make it on my own in this place?
Maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be
Why am I going under?
I'm praying I can turn this thing around
I'm over my head and I'm out of my mind
I wish I was an anchor but I'm
Floating, floatin'
And another tidal wave is coming
Treadin' water
It's gonna sink me down to the bottom
Chosen, chosen
I know I'll rise to the surface again
But another one is coming
I just realized I need someone
To lean on when I'm leanin'
Am I the only one who's feeling
Like this is the hardest part?
And I don't know where to start
I gotta love myself enough to say that nothing
Is better than the wrong thing
And I just want the real thing, I'm
Floating, floatin'
And another tidal wave is coming
Treadin' water
It's gonna sink me down to the bottom
Chosen, chosen
I know I'll rise to the surface again
But another one is coming again
Another tidal wave is coming now
And it's gonna sink me down to the bottom I'm
Chosen, chosen
I know I'll rise to the surface again
But another one is coming