Last year kinda had me shook
So I took the Winter off just to get myself together
Ain't wanna clean nor cook
So I took the Spring off just to get myself together
Wasn't feeling my life nor my looks
So I took the Summer off just to get myself together
Relationships been one for the books
So I took the Fall off just to get myself together
Self reflection been year round (year round) yeah, yeah
Thanking God that I'm here now (here now) yeah, yeah
Opportunities present themselves
Left who needs to be left
Keep who needs to be kept
Self reflection been year round (year round) yeah, yeah
Found the only way that I could be free
Is if I stood in the mirror and looked at me
Pulled off my mask uncover my scars
Revealed the black in my heart
To get to the pride, the anger, the hate
The fake love, the stench, the stank
The ugliest parts of me
And dive in and dissect
And find what's next
And find my best
I found my Summer time fine
I found my glow up in Spring flowers
Found my freedom in Fall leaves
And I slid into Winter with that black girl magic
Last year kinda had me shook
So I took the Winter off just to get myself together
Ain't wanna clean nor cook
So I took the Spring off just to get myself together
Wasn't feeling my life nor my looks
So I took the Summer off just to get myself together
Relationships been one for the books
So I took the Fall off just to get myself together
Self reflection been year round (year round) yeah, yeah
Thanking God that I'm here now (here now) yeah, yeah
I found my Summer time fine
I found my beauty, my excellence, my dopeness
I found my glow up in spring flowers
I found my worth and this dope thing called self care and self love
I found my freedom in fall leaves
This is where all that baggage fell off and I felt like being myself again
And as I slide into winter with that black girl magic
I realized that
(I found my Summer time fine)
God created me for a purpose and I was gonna find it
And I needed an entire year
(I found my glow up in spring flowers)
To reflect and be rooted up and replanted so I could grow into a new version of me
(I found my freedom in fall leaves)
And while I'm happy where I am I know that someday
(And as I slide into winter with that black girl magic)
It's gonna happen all over again
Last year kinda had me shook
So I took the Winter off just to get myself together
Ain't wanna clean nor cook
So I took the Spring off just to get myself together
Wasn't feeling my life nor my looks
So I took the Summer off just to get myself together
Relationships been one for the books
So I took the Fall off just to get myself together