Changing Tides - Amidst The Gray Lyrics

Now I see you in monochrome, amidst the gray
A colored silhouette as a past memory
I should have cherished things for today
Maybe things would have gone differently

I recall orange clouds, now pouring
A f*cking thunderstorm is forming
It's never gonna be this near again
Should have cherished things while they were here again
Now is the time to and I don't want to
I don't want to choose

I don't want to choose

But looking in the mirror
I see the need has never been bigger
Why is it so hard to let go of the past

Now I see you in monochrome, amidst the gray
A colored silhouette as a past memory
I should have cherished things for today
Maybe things would have gone differently

And what did I discover, I can live like you
Could bleed it out and keep moving too
Sometimes you're forced like that
Climb the other hill instead although I know it's my last

Vibrant colors
Now dim and distant

These parts
These parts, you can keep them there
Where they belong