I hope you're f*cking happy
That these moments are bliss
This feeling comes in waves
And it's my shore it will miss
Realizing, this ship has sailed
It's caught in the undertow of the things I hate
My lungs full of water, my head in the clouds
But what the hell am I supposed to do now?
I do everything because of you
Can't you see it?
If actions speak louder than words
I must feel it
The back of my mind never spoke so loud
Eternally craving for you to be proud
After everything that happened
I hoped you would care now
Honesty is what you get from me
Never got a chance to show what you meant to me
I'm naked, bruised and battered
Dissolving in all that we used to be
Scattered in a never-ending flow
I can see your eyes are smiling without me
The world is gonna be fine without me
Without me
I do everything because of you
Can't you see it?
If actions speak louder than words
I must feel it
The back of my mind never spoke so loud
Eternally craving for you to be proud
After everything that happened
I hoped you would care now
Despite the hurt and the lies
Nothing matters when you look in my eyes