All that we loved is dead
As if we never f*cking lived
It does not feel
I'm even close to this
I don't know what's the deal
When it is gone
It's testing me
Daylight burns
Drowning energy
The thrill is gone, was it even here?
Every day I spend awake
Is a day further away
What can I even say
Holding what's dear to me
Changed the course of f*cking everything
It lurks
While it already found its moment in time
Already feeling like it is no longer mine (no longer mine)
A feeling of relief masks the guilt
Take me further
I am not there yet
Give me a sigh for a breath
Only fearing a nervous death
When it is gone
It's testing me
Daylight burns
Drowning energy
The thrill is gone, was it even here?
Every day I spend awake
Is a day further away
What can I even say
Holding what's dear to me
Changed the course of f*cking everything
As a ghost, you search
I never want what you deserve
It's closer than you think
Understanding
How it made me
But rather this than nothing at all
Nothing at all