Grow Video (MV)

Yeah
All God
Whoo
Its just so hard to keep things in balance
I try to cope by writing my life in ballads
My job is gone
My car is gone
People been absent as i face the challenge
Except a few
The true have shown
That they see me as a person not status or talent & help make it happen so now i just stand around silent
Looking around me i know that the serpents are hiding
Its hard to notice the tongues hissing at you whenever they're smiling
I pray to God for guidance
All of this pressure gone make me a diamond
I cannot have all these yes men around me
That do just what i say like im simon
They swear they'll show you nothing but good times and all but they'll land you in a cell or a coffin
I just wish i knew what i was alive fo
I wonder why they doubt everything i strive fo
And if i get some they come and take some & mo
I've survived times now i got to survive folks
I just wish i knew what i was alive fo
I wonder why they doubt everything i strive
And if i get some they come and take some & mo
I've survived times now i got to survive folks
Im just trying not to go back to my ways
Im just trying not to go back to my my my myYYYyyy
Im just trying not to go back to my ways
Im just trying not to go back to my my my myYYYyyy
Its time to go
I wanna grow
There's habits some things and some people i got to let go
They love you as long as they're part of the show
They love you as long as they getting some gold
They love you as long as you staying controlled
Oh they got your back
Well back is exactly where they hoping that you gonna go
If you try to go
Watch how hard they hold
I hope you know
Right now we're coal
Only to get tossed in fire or turn to a diamond to show
You know a job is an acronym it stands for just over broke
Follow your dreams i pray it explodes
During the process my mind overloads
I hope i don't lose my mind as i go
Cause they got me screaming inside studios like (Woah)
I just wish i knew what i was alive fo
I wonder why they doubt everything i strive fo
And if i get some they come and take some & mo
I've survived times now i got to survive folks
I just wish i knew what i was alive fo
I wonder why they doubt everything i strive
And if i get some they come and take some & mo
I've survived times now i got to survive folks
Im just trying not to go back to my ways
Im just trying not to go back to my my my myYYYyyy
Im just trying not to go back to my ways
Im just trying not to go back to my my my myYYYyyy