Charles Kingz - I Never Knew Lyrics

Whoa... I guess I never knew

The more that I think about you
The more that I kill myself
I guess that I never knew, I never knew
How much you cared
And now you're just a memory
You act like you don't remember me
I guess that I never knew, I never knew
How much you loved me... (nah)

I guess I never understood the love you had for me
And trust me when I tell you I am not your enemy
Now that I'm alone I really miss your energy
I guess that my emotions got ahead of me
But
You know I really loved your ways
You are just so perfect there is nothing I would change
Yes I'm the one to blame
Cause I know that it could've worked out
But my head was in the gutters
And I couldn't get out (out, out)
Now do you miss me like I miss you
Do you think about all of the times I used to kiss you
Or is it just me
Thinking about those memories
Wondering if I will ever see you

I just can't stop
Thinking of you
I guess I'm losing my mind
I guess I'm losing my mind

I really loved your ways
I f*cking loved your style
I miss the way you showed me love
I miss that perfect smile
We f*cked around a lot in bed
You were so f*cking wild
You would always make my heart race
Like I just ran a mile but I aint tired
Lets go another couple rounds
I want to hear you moaning loud
And after that we'll smoke it out
But its just a f*cking dream
Because you're no longer around
And after our break up I just felt the need to leave my town
I still try to hit you up though
I hit you up on IG
You never respond back and alway leave my messages on read
I'm sorry, remember that I'm not your enemy
I know you hate me but I hope someday you would forgive

The more that I think about you
The more that I kill myself
I guess that I never knew, I never knew
How much you cared
And now you're just a memory
You act like you don't remember me
I guess that I never knew, I never knew
How much you loved me... (nah)

You know who you are girl
Till this day I still think about
And you probably don't... care or think about me
But that's alright
Cause uhh... as long as you're happy
That makes me happy
Stay beautiful
And in the meantime... Im just gonna do me
Smoke some weed and just chill
Maybe someday we'll bump heads
And... we'll get to talk again
Till then.. take care
I love you