Thinking about the future, seeing the big mountains meanwhile I write this note, and I don't know, if I will come back, I don't care, I stay by myself, with my dark and shine side. Feeling sad in my greatest happiness, cause the totel calm makes me fell afraid. I'm in a smoke balloon, watching my brain T.V., trying to understand the sense of my life, trying to make a way with a sense in my life, trying to make a way, a way that I like, cause I'm being watching my brain T.V. Is too dificult to think clear here, cause I'm being watching my brain T.V. all the time.