charlieCityy - dead to you Lyrics

I'm not at my best when it's us two
Sometimes I don't even know you at all, help the fall
And I wish that you would hate me, cause then it would be much easier to call
I don't know, I don't know
Feeling like I'm dead to you, sometimes I think that I don't even notice you
And when you do something I told you not to do
It's easy cause I don't even know it's you
It's kinda crazy cause I don't wanna talk to you no more
And I don't really think of you no more
Maybe you could hold the door?
Or maybe I'm not dead to you at all
Dead to you at all
Maybe it's easy for me to call and ask you how you're doing
I don't know what you've been through
Cause it's hard for me to be alone, and I know that you can't do it all without me
I hate it when you doubt me, don't even ask me baby
And I know there's worse things up in my head, I know I'm better alone instead
I know that you're doing nothing in bed
Am I dead to you? Am I?
Feeling like I'm dead to you, sometimes I think that I don't even notice you
And when you do something I told you not to do
It's easy cause I don't even know it's you
It's kinda crazy cause I don't wanna talk to you no more
And I don't really think of you no more
Maybe you could hold the door?
Or maybe I'm not dead to you at all