hurt myself Video (MV)

Singing this even though I hurt myself
And my mental health
Can these people shut the f*ck up right now?
Stars in the sky
Count 'em up, stars in the sky
I can see in the sky
One day I'm gonna end it all but that ain't yet
I don't wanna see you fall I'm just two days way ahead of you
And I gotta fix my sleep schedule it's unbearable
I never hurt myself
Instead I stay by myself
That's to help my mental health
When I drink I get some help from you
From you, from you
I need some help from you, from you
Can't stop thinking of you, of you
Oh no, I know, you know, they know, they know
They know, they know, they know
Any I gotta settle my bank account, large amount
Bad lil bitch don't love me, but I guess that's what I'm about
Walk in the club and I'm feeling too faded
Everyone know that I made it
That's where I'm gonna make it
Get me a drink, she gonna take it
Imagine if Ninja got a low tape and shit
Imagine if I bought a brand new Rollie for my wrist
I don't got the funds, no
I'll get a job, but I'm way too lazy, yeah
Sky is getting hazy, yeah
Sky is getting hazy
I'm just way too lazy, yeah
She don't want me, baby
My ultimate
What's even the point of this?
Yeah, yeah, yeah