che9y - escape my fucking life Lyrics

Girl, why do I feel so uncomfortable around you?
Why do you seem so in love?
But when I bring it up, it comes tumbling down
Why can't I escape my f*cking life?
Man, I hate being alive
I can't keep feelin' like dyin', oh
Oh, you're so see-through
I can't even lie, girl, I need you
I'm torn outside my comfort zone
And I feel like I can't control my mind
And I can't stand seein' you cry
And I know I said this was the last time
But you still give me those eyes
Girl, I can't see through your lies
Girl, it's not okay, I don't wanna feel this way
But I can't change the way I act
And I fall back twice again (Yeah, I fall back for you again)
One step forward, two steps back
Need you like a knife in the back
But if I ever saw you go back
I'd probably have a f*ckin' heart heart attack
Then I think about-
Why can't I еscape my f*cking life?
Man, I hate bеing alive
I can't keep feelin' like dyin', oh
But I'm still in love with you
And I just wanna be happy with you
I feel that we'll get through