Chedda Ree - By the Bottle Lyrics

Fall asleep right by the bottle it erase all the thoughts
You know I really wonder when it's all just gone stop
They got me stressin got me feelin like I'm walkin on rocks
They going fake smile in my face but then talk when they far
I wish em well just stay away because I can't be apart
I remember days when I was down and wishin' up at the stars
Empty stomach, momma crying that shit left me so scarred
Ain't goin back I gotta win I gotta work till I'm gone
Cut out my feelings only few done seen me smile in so long
I'm losing sleep I battle demons in my head in the dark
Demons take control of me they control the beat
Ain't no holding them watch me work the beat
Write my pain away hope they hearing me
Let my demons free ain't no fear in me
I got so good at playin' happy walkin round like I'm so fine
But once the club close up at two I'm stuck at home inside my mind
I cannot deal with it
I'm drunk I'm not feeling shit
I f**k with no feelings in
Fall asleep right by the bottle it erase all the thoughts
You know I really wonder when it's all just gone stop
They got me stressin got me feelin like I'm walkin on rocks
I fight my own fights
I fight them all
This been my whole life
This just my life
Can't even love right
I love too tight
Ain't won my whole life
It's bout that time