chemical chokehold - buried alive Lyrics

So what am I
Supposed to do
When every day
Is the exact same
You don't know what
I'm going through
It's in my blood
I can't and I won't change
I struggle with
Everything
I won't get help
I will not admit
I am my own
Worst enemy
Sabotaging
Life as I know it
But I'm getting fed up
Of being stuck in this rut
I just sit back and reflect
On what I could have been
Thinking back on the day
That I was one step away
It's just a distant memory
Can anyone hear me
Two steps forward
Seven steps back
Always running
Around in circles
Breathing in dirt
Through a small crack
Trying to claw
My way to the surface
But I'm getting fed up
Of being stuck in this rut
I just sit back and reflect
On what I could have been
Thinking back on the day
That I was one step away
It's just a distant memory
Can anyone hear me
Why do i feel like I've been buried alive
No way to escape I'm just trying to survive
My cries for help mean nothing you keep passing me by
Does it even matter that i'm dying inside
Does it even matter that i'm dying inside
Does it even matter that i'm dying inside
But I'm getting fed up
Of being stuck in this rut
I just sit back and reflect
On what I could have been
Thinking back on the day
That I was one step away
It's just a distant memory
Can anyone hear me
Can anyone hear me
Can anyone hear me
Can anyone hear me