priority Video (MV)

I've gotten so used
To giving up what I want
'Cause I'm just overcompensating, calculating us
To keep from falling apart

I know you're so used
To getting all the things you want
But I'm so over staying undercover
Holding this together, done playing dumb

I don't need to live like this
Holding my breath
Watching my step to keep you happy
Maybe it's the oldest kid in me
Tryna fix things
Never time to fix me

Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh)
Feels like I'm losing way too much of me
So good at solving your problems
Call me 3am, no problem
Why can't I be my own priority

I've gotten so used
To letting you call the shots
'Cause I'm just always rolling over taking bullets
Just to keep reloading your gun

I'm trying so hard
To make sure you're okay
It's the same thing every time
And I know I'm to blame
'Cause you take advantage of what
You know you can get out of me

Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh)
Feels like I'm losing way too much of me
So good at solving your problems
Call me 3am, no problem
Why can't I be my own priority

I don't need to live like this
Holding my breath
Watching my step to keep you happy
Maybe it's the oldest kid in me
Tryna fix things
Never time to fix me

I don't need to live like this
Holding my breath
Watching my step to keep you happy
Maybe it's the oldest kid in me
Tryna fix things
Never time to fix me

Why can't I be my own priority (Uh-uh)
Feels like I'm losing way too much of me