Chief State - Out for Me Lyrics

Break my body, f*ck with my head
Give me something I won't forget
I feel like half the year I'm dead
I'm barely hanging by a thread.
All the months just pass right by me
My will to live is death-defying
Never one to pass it up
Enough is enough.

I see my walls fall down around me, I'm running on empty
The years are finally catching up to me.

I'm holding out for better days
But at night I lay awake
Forever stuck in my old ways
I fade away.
I wish that I could feel something
So I tear me limb from limb
I think that my worst enemy
Has got it out for me.

I hate that I've been broke since seventeen
Too much time spent chasing dreams
All my friends got what they need
But I'm barely scraping.
Maybe one day I'll break free
Escape the grip of poverty
But what I've come to learn is
Never bet on it.

I see my walls fall down around me. I'm empty.

I'm holding out for better days
But at night I lay awake
Forever stuck in my old ways
I fade away.
I wish that I could feel something
So I tear me limb from limb
I think that my worst enemy
Has got it out for.

Out for me. It's there for all to see.

I think that I kind of like self-destruction
But I'm tired of the mess I've made.
I think it's time cuz I'm unable to function
My own worst enemy.

I'm holding out for better days
But at night I lay awake
Forever stuck in my old ways
I fade away.
I wish that I could feel something
So I tear me limb from limb
I think that my worst enemy
Has got it out for me.