We had everything to gain
It's such a shame
I wish that you stayed with a nigga like me, I just wasn't it - aye
No one else to blame
Please stay away from these niggas like me, please don't suffer my baby
I blame my environment, ah
Been going through hell for so long
Fell in love with the flames, I desire it, ah
If I walk out of this hell I would probably ask where the fire went? ah
These habits are due to my habitat
Product of my own environment
I've had enough of the running away
I let the bridges I burn light the way
I need some love to go with all the hate
I need some drugs, let me self medicate
I see the mud that comes after the rain
Icey, I flooded the watch in the face
Baby I told you I be in the streets
They take a hold of me, the industry
We had everything to gain
It's such a shame
I wish that you stayed with a nigga like me, I just wasn't it - aye
No one else to blame
Please stay away from these niggas like me, please don't suffer my baby
Told my baby not to wait up, but she's counting the days
Ever since I left her, there's a frown on her face
Cried so many tears, I almost drowned in the rain
She asked where I'm going, I said I'm on the way to you
Mama please forgive me, just know I'm on the way
Keep the Glock off safety, I know I'm never safe
Kiss you on the forehead, tell you ima be okay
Tell me that you love me, I know I'm on the way
I've had enough of the running away
I let the bridges I burn light the way
I need some love to go with all the hate
I need some drugs, let me self medicate
I see the mud that comes after the rain
Icey, I flooded the watch in the face
Baby I told you I be in the streets
Love me or hate me, you'll know that it's me
We had everything to gain
It's such a shame
I wish that you stayed with a nigga like me, I just wasn't it - aye
No one else to blame
Please stay away from these niggas like me, please don't suffer my baby
If it isn't with you I won't love again
Known you since we were my brother's age
In love with you since forever
It was for you that I wrote that drunk letter
It was for you that I gave up the drinking and the over thinking baby that's a fact
But since you left I have dealt with depression and antidepressants won't help