I don't believe you when you say you love me
I feel like I don't deserve it, the one you love isn't me
I don't know why I can't accept you love me
I feel safer isolated, I feel like I'm hurting you
She loved me when I didn't love myself and I drove her away
I was alone and I made myself that way
I thought I could disappear and no one would notice
I couldn't even when I tried, I'm not sure how I survived
Scorched Earth behind me starting over
I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where I belong
But I am unapologetically myself
So when you say you love me now I will believe you
And I think I finally love myself
I think I finally love myself