Chris Ash - Would You? (feat. The Homie Printz) Lyrics

Ash...
Alright, Let me get my mind straight
I've been runnin', been runnin' out the gate
It's a never-ending battle with my fate
You can see it from the lines on my face
Wrinkles tell you, straight up that I've been stressed
I need to quit drugs and pass a piss test
But it's hard because I've steady been a witness
To all the wicked shit, I wanna live less
Cousin shot himself, it's been a bit now
Can't stand up for myself, I've gotta sit down
Got a bad pain in my ribs now
I guess I've gotta, I've gotta put this cig out
But I'm stressing, I'm stressing 'till my head hurts
Thoughts are negative and so's my net worth
Everybody's hating on my best work
Like can't you let me get a f*ckin' check first?
And college? I'm just a f*ckin' drop out
Tryin'a find excuses for a cop out
Can't see the bigger picture 'cause it's cropped out
It's a never ending fight, I got knocked out
I guess I'm living, living with my wounds shown
And I'm going, I'm going where my group goes
Signed a deal with the devil; no loopholes
I guess it's time for me to find the f*ckin' truth though
Long was the night, thought you'd hold me tight
Always feel sick; guess I'm alright
Never wanna eat; no appetite
All my weed I'm smoking at night
Hole in my chest, I'm feeling blessed
Halloway, no throwing fists
Heart is the beat, I'm feeling it
Boom-boom-bam, I'm shooting shit
Clear to my word, I'll never forget
Blunt to your lips, just take a hit
Lonely loner, writing hits, tapping toes and singin' hooks
Wrote so much, I wrote a book
Askin' why I'm always stoned
In my head I'm never home
Just come through and bring a cone
Get so mad I toss my phone
Would you love me truly though?
Would you ever hold me close?
Would you ever wanna smoke?
Would you kick it at a show?
If I suck would you let me know?
In a mood will you walk me through?
Talk to me when I call on you?
Or hit read, that's cool too
Amnesia, I forgot about who?
Kevin Gates, like I never knew you
That's the question, what would you?