BIZZY -
Why do I feel out of place in my own outer space?
It took so much of me to lift my body up today.
I thought of something strange,
Then I cast it from my brain.
I spun around until I was too bizzy to complain.
I wish that I could fall in love again,
And see the world for what it truly is.
But I can't remember how so my shadow leads me now,
With steady blind devotion I never have to leave my house.
And when my chest keeps heating up,
And when the air won't reach my lungs,
I throw my hands up to the sky but I can't reach far enough.
I wish that I could fall in love again,
And see the world for what it truly is.
I wish that I could fall in love with anything.
One more time, anything.
And I hope you never see me like the way I see myself,
And I shattered every mirror in my house but it still hurts like hell.
So here I go, such a struggle to begin.
I'll rewrite every word until I can't feel anything.