The Hidden Evils of a Boy in Denial Video (MV)

Waking up to a world lacking reason
Waking up and it's gone
Waking up to the feeling of treason
Waking up before dawn

And I try and block out everything
But it loops inside my head
And I try to wash away the feelings
But they still won't admit this is dead

I still feel like I need to be put on trial
So, they expose the evils of this boy in denial

Is it hidden inside or a creature that is made?
Cause I normally do not feel this way
They all say it must be there deep down
I know it's gonna come out so I start the countdown

I'm always falling inside
The poison won't let it die
So, I'll keep it to myself
Another secret on my shelf

I still feel like I need to be put on trial
So, they expose the evils of this boy in denial

Is it hidden inside or a creature that is made?
Cause I normally do not feel this way
They all say it must be there deep down
I know it's gonna come out so I start the countdown