I been locked inside my head for too long now
And I don't think that I'm gon change if I hold out
I just know that I can't stop this my all now
Even if I keep it on this same slow route
I been locked inside my head for too long now
And I don't think that I'm gon change if I hold out
I just know that I can't stop this my all now
Even if I keep it on this same slow route
I mean to be honest
It don't feel I been doing much
Sitting on my ass think I got it bad
And I ain't even f*ckin go through nun
I got it all made
Yet I'm too scared
Life's too fair
What's that mean
I mean
I'm used to the way it was
Papa gone and it wasn't cuz
He a piece of shit but my mama was
And that's long forgiven by me
At least that's what I say til they f*ck it up
I mean who am I gonna be
Just another pissed white kid
Who just wants sit and seethe
That's on me
That's on me
I have gotta change all the ways I see
But that's not me
That's not me
I am just praying that it might be
That's on me
That's on me
I have gotta change all the ways I see
But that's not me
That's not me
And I don't really know if it could ever be
I been locked inside my head for too long now
And I don't think that I'm gon change if I hold out
I just know that I can't stop this my all now
Even if I keep it on this same slow route
I been locked inside my head for too long now
And I don't think that I'm gon change if I hold out
I just know that I can't stop this my all now
Even if I keep it on this same slow route