Chris Skjerdal - Hope You're Not Missing Me Lyrics

It's like the time when it was over
When it was hard staying sober
And all the things I said i wouldn't try I tried
Just to keep you off my mind
It worked fine for a while, but now I'm here slowly dying
And I hope you're not missing me
Hope you're not thinking that I wrote this song for you
I've said to many things, I know
Shared to many hurtful thoughts
It's nothing I can do about anymore
Everything I left behind, I said f*ck it
Everything I felt about you, I dropped it
Everything I saw in you what the f*ck did I know
I don't even wanna see your smile yo
So say me something I believe in
Ok just f*ck it, cause I am leaving
Hope I see you again I said f*ck it
You know I don't want it
And I'm over it for sure
I know
I know
I know
I know
I 've been gone I've lost my mind
Think I found a hundred reasons why
We're not making it anymore
See you right outside your door
I don't want it, that's for sure
I know
I know
And I hope you're not missing me
Hope you're not thinking that I wrote this song for you
I've said to many things I know
Shared to many hurtful thoughts
It's nothing I can do about anymore
Everything I left behind I said f*ck it
Everything I felt about you I dropped it
Everything I saw in you what the f*ck did I know
I don't even wanna see your smile yo
So say me something I believe in
Ok just f*ck it cause I am leaving
Hope I see you again I said f*ck it
You know I don't want it