Chris Yang - Free Fall Lyrics

Hold on, I can't seem to recall
What had happened last night: free fall
You need to get out of my mind
Each time I see you I remember that I'm not fine
I'm taking hits and pick up every bit
I just don't give a shit about anything else
I no longer care about how you're not there
I just need to write down all these feelings I've felt
Stop me from getting closer
But I still need my closure
Hold on, I can't seem to recall
What had happened last night: free fall
You need to get out of my mind
Each time I see you I remember that I'm not fine
You know I hate it; I can't even face it
I see you're more happy with that other guy
I want to talk, but not bother you
I'd text you to find out you "don't got the time"
If I could go back, all these things I'd retract
From my past: my own actions
Did we ever matter
To me or to you? Do I look like a fool?
Maybe I would if I ran back to you
So
Hold on, I can't seem to recall
What had happened last night: free fall
You need to get out of my mind
Each time I see you I remember that I'm not fine