ChrisOptified - Grown (feat. Shaunothan) Lyrics

Don't you dare come try to assault me
That shit is all insulting
I'm always sitting here hoping
That I won't ever stop growing
I'm trying to change for the better
No matter how bad the weather
Everything in life is so f*cked up
And knowing that shit makes me sadder
Every person I talk to always says it
And it makes me really regret it
I hate how the world has made to f*ck us
I'm not saying I'm causing a ruckus but
This shit needs to happen
There's always someone laughing
About someone else's despair
It's Unfair
But Life ain't fair
That's the thing that's always been there
Right in front of us
I don't mean to make a fuss but
What should I f*cking do
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*cking truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Ooh what should I f*cking do
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*cking truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Ooh
And I'm getting tired of it too
I always cause this pain
I know it sounds insane
But it's all true
Always f*cks up my whole groove
I try to get away from all my problems
Like it's an escape
I can't ever try to release this from my mind
Because it's so deep inside
And it makes me wanna cry
I never like to talk about my problems
But that's one thing I need to do to solve them
And yes it hurts me to talk all about them
But that's what this album is for
To help me forget them
What should I f*cking do
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*cking truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Ooh what should I f*cking do
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*cking truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Ooh
I do admit I got my own addictions
That I use as therapy
I know that's substance abuse
I don't know what's wrong with me
I just try to make myself feel better
I no longer wanna be sadder
I hate to admit that I am broken
But there's something that needs to be spoken
Something feels broken the pistol that we totin
Homie sippin' on proof while I'm sippin' on potion
Please don't lose focus I'm the one chosen
Smokin' that boof cause we gotta stay tokin
Hopin' to cop me a car but I ain't talkin' arrest
Hopin' to hop through this fog but I ain't been doin' the best
Why you f*ck with me less? Why you put me through stress
Knowin' that I I cannot deal with this shit
Smokin' that 5-5 so steak and I'll roll with this shit
Look at the thighs thighs so thick and I start with this bitch
I'ma ball with this bitch I'ma great game big bear dog with this bitch
Yeah and I don't get why I feel so lost
I guess my heart is just covered in so much frost
I can't get away from my own problems in my head
And I understand that your ass always want me motherf*ckin' dead
And I always feel this pain inside of my own brain
And I will try to keep myself sane
But everyone calls me insane
And I don't understand why I feel all this motherf*ckin' pain
I just try to get away
Every single time but you don't know a thing
What should I f*ckin' do
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*ckin' truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Oh what should I f*ckin' do
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*ckin' truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Oh what should I f*ckin' do
I always seem to lose
I always seem to lose
And that's the f*ckin' truth
That's why I drink so much booze
Oh what should I f*ckin' do
I always seem to lose