ChrisOptified - HighSchool Lyrics

No one ever said I'd be shit
Hit me down on my lift
Then I met you I thought it change
But like the rest its a f*cking mess
Back in highschool I'm a wreck
I moved around and had to choose
New school or new place
And it hit me in my face
Either way I lose
So I stuck with the school
And then I met you
We hung around and laughed
Getting to know the staff
And it thought it would last
But that was the past
Yea the past

Then we starting dating
And the past was fading
Thats when you started degrading
And manipulating

Made me the bad guy
Said it was weak to cry
You were good at that
Making me believe its a fact
All the trauma you gave
Stuck with me a ways
And I still feel the pain
That you inflicted in my brain
I was about to become homeless
Then you said you were selfless
And invited me to your home
Yea That was my doom

Then we started fighting
Always out of lighting
Thats when you abused
Then I felt used

I moved in when it we dated half a year
After the first month living there I had a fear
That I was stuck and lost
And my sanity was the cost
Of having a roof over my head
There was times I wished I was dead
Then I became sick and went to the docs
They said I was lucky to be here, but I was lost
I Came home very depressed
I wished I was laid to rest
Then I tried to kill myself
One failed suicide became the twelfth
After the 2 years living in purgatory
You always came to me with objurgatory
Then we broke up and I was scared
That I was fully broken and impaired
Then I met you
And I didnt know what to do

Then we started dating
And the past was fading
Thats when you started berating
Me with love and upgrading