ChrisOptified - My Blood Lyrics

Let me take you back to when i was in 10th grade
I was talking to my aunt asking for advice for my state
I was down in the dumps and i needed someone to relate
But instead what she told me shocked me to this day
She said that she hoped id go to prison and get sodomized
I just wish that i can look her in the f*cking eyes
And ask her why she wanted me to get victimized
And hear her response in real time,
This is why i dont talk to my blood
Maybe its something i misunderstood
But it dont matter i was only 16
And what she said really f*cking hurt me
Lemme fast forward to 20 on my wedding day
I asked her to come and she said sure all the way
But then she picked a fight with my mom and said she aint coming
When it came to seeing her blood there was always something
I said i didnt care but i did, i hate that my family are all flakes
It hurts me so much to the point that my heart aches
I just dont understand the drama
And the thing is its all become trauma
This is why i dont talk to my blood
Maybe its something i misunderstood
Either way i can tell yall dont give a f*ck
Maybe thats just my luck
This is why i dont talk to my blood
Maybe its something i misunderstood
But that cant be the case
I still feel like talking to my aunt was a waste
A waste of time
That you took from my life
Going back to me being sodomized
I just wanna say i aint like you stay aside
I get that you were a victim to it
But that dont mean you can wish it, on me