ChrisOptified - Void In My Mind Lyrics

I feel like theres so much lost in the void of my mind
I can never feel complete while i am on the inside
Of this pain of this place thats deep inside of my brain
I like to call it my vault but lately its shown itself all again
I dont think i can bottle it back up Like how i always do
It just feels like if i try this time i already know i will lose
I just feel like im so lost in this maze of despair
And i know you know how it feels cause you've been there
I dont wanna live in rain
I dont wanna live in pain
Thats why i feel growth
Thats why i feel hope
I dont know if im alright
I dont know if it will be fine
All i know is that were confined
In the memories of our mind
Keeping us stuck in the past
This shit will never last
I always think if i should run
Lose myself with a gun
I dont know what im doing
Im just always going
I feel like theres so much lost in the void of my mind